her { she is the fuel } - a ruzz weblog

Why don't you follow my new blog?

ruzzdotorg — Tue, 17 May 2011 09:15:56 -0600

I’ve started a new photo blog called A Walk Through Bowness.

zeroing: soyez juste

ruzzdotorg — Sun, 20 Mar 2011 17:30:08 -0600

zeroing:

soyez juste

// green mini-dress & thigh high boots. swishing/swaying. she turns to me at the till & the...

ruzzdotorg — Thu, 17 Mar 2011 15:31:10 -0600

// green mini-dress & thigh high boots. swishing/swaying. she turns to me at the till & the part of me i consider me vanishes into hell-bent-pull to low cut green meets swelling cleavage. a gift.

some of you may not know..

ruzzdotorg — Wed, 16 Mar 2011 12:23:26 -0600

i also run my own photoblog over at see.ruzz.org. if you like the vibe here, you may like it.

/end gratuitous self-promotion.

this is a polemic about the unabashed sexiness of women not...

ruzzdotorg — Tue, 15 Mar 2011 12:12:57 -0600

this is a polemic about the unabashed sexiness of women not fearful, nor cowed by the power of their sex.

infectioushumanwaste: In the past, I would never hesitate to...

ruzzdotorg — Tue, 01 Mar 2011 23:16:17 -0700

infectioushumanwaste:

In the past, I would never hesitate to share the fruits of my modeling. With these, I hesitated. Firstly, I’ll say that I adore Pictor and had fantastic fun with him and making these.

My hesitation is, in part, the result of an audience that is growing to encompass friends and acquaintances that may not have the context I am accustomed to within the community of models/photographers/performers/artists. This is an issue I knew would eventually arise for me as I integrate the facets of my life.

“A pin-up girl, also known as a pin-up model, is a model whose mass-produced pictures see wide appeal as popular culture.” -wikipedia

A thought, not entirely unfamiliar, also added to my uncertainty. The woman I am portraying in these images is not one I identify with. This is a mask. I am playing the “modern pin up”. While I have an appreciation for the art form and liberation of the pin-up, I do not aspire to be one. It’s both a gift and curse that I am able to fit the mould of what is considered attractive by the mainstream. My audience is much wider, but I am always struggling against the simplicity of fitting this particular image. Certainly, life is easier if I wear the mask of femininity but I am embittered towards the attention I receive. With the perfect makeup, outfit and attitude I can attract whomever, but only on my dirtiest and most cynical of days do I keep the attention of those with depth. I recognize this game for what it is, and I know I will not be so able to play it as time passes. I indulge when it fancies me.

I am sincerely saddened by the beautiful and intelligent women I see who are trapped by an image that earns them instant attention, and perhaps gratification. I worry that as their beauty fades they will lose their identity. If the world continues to reward something that takes no effort on your behalf: will you ever develop an inner world that is rich enough to enthral you when shallow eyes turn away?

nsfworld: By Dylan Forsberg i’d fight a war to get next...

ruzzdotorg — Mon, 21 Feb 2011 10:57:58 -0700

nsfworld:

By Dylan Forsberg

i’d fight a war to get next to the freckles between her breasts. just to wake up one morning and see the sun crawl down them—i’d fight a war.

pornrocker: Como dar nó em gravata. Curso prático. bibyebarze:

ruzzdotorg — Wed, 16 Feb 2011 20:01:33 -0700

[Flash 10 is required to watch video.]

pornrocker:

Como dar nó em gravata. Curso prático.

bibyebarze:

Photo

ruzzdotorg — Tue, 15 Feb 2011 11:18:44 -0700

loveyourchaos: (by Frances Beatty) damn. curvy girls.

ruzzdotorg — Tue, 15 Feb 2011 09:36:07 -0700

loveyourchaos:

(by Frances Beatty)

damn. curvy girls.

liquidvelvet: anna. sometimes, when my senses have been...

ruzzdotorg — Mon, 03 Jan 2011 14:35:34 -0700

liquidvelvet:

anna.

sometimes, when my senses have been exhausted through touch, and long periods of time around others i’m unmoved by women. By breasts and asses. the male imperative gone quiet.

then i see something like this.

(via wildplaces, bbuusstt) what is it about freckles that make...

ruzzdotorg — Wed, 08 Dec 2010 12:36:41 -0700

(via wildplaces, bbuusstt)

what is it about freckles that make me a little insane. if this girl were mine the only time she’d leave my sheets was to pose for gritty black and whites. sigh.

Roni River: If someone would’ve told me on the 10/02/2009 that I will one day...

ruzzdotorg — Tue, 07 Dec 2010 19:53:48 -0700

Roni River: If someone would’ve told me on the 10/02/2009 that I will one day...:

roniriver:

If someone would’ve told me on the 10/02/2009 that I will one day publish this photo I would never have believed them.

But here it is…the day I am publishing this photo. It’s from day 38/365 I knew it was good I knew it was real and I knew it was my truth but I couldn’t let anyone see me this…

shes crazy sexy. ah, the human mind.

myheadisexploding: Patricia by Piotr Michalak it’s hard...

ruzzdotorg — Tue, 07 Dec 2010 11:55:07 -0700

myheadisexploding:

Patricia by Piotr Michalak

it’s hard to imagine some girls go out of their way to avoid tan lines. I realize I’m a child of the 70s, and it’s all nostalgia for penthouse magazine shoots in my twisted little brain. I can’t help it, something about tan lines equals freedom and the party life and is utterly feminine to me. Did it ever occur to you tan lines are one of the few things we really only see on women?

painted fingernails and eyeliner may have been stolen by goth men, but they have no interest at all in tan lines.

therealaarondunn: Marla Original image take in ‘07...

ruzzdotorg — Fri, 03 Dec 2010 11:51:52 -0700

therealaarondunn:

Marla

Original image take in ‘07 (?)

camera: Mamiya RB67 + Polaroid back
film: Polaroid 669 (exp. ‘08)

Yesterday I decided to attempt an emulsion transfer… a little rusty, but a decent result none the less. Transfer onto Arches 88 smooth (I think…)

Photo

ruzzdotorg — Fri, 19 Nov 2010 22:38:04 -0700

tousledbirdmadgirl: picturepurrrfect: historiful: “Nude with...

ruzzdotorg — Thu, 28 Oct 2010 23:41:07 -0600

tousledbirdmadgirl:

picturepurrrfect:

historiful:

“Nude with a Veil,” photographed by Alfred Cheney Johnston (1884-1971), date unknown.

Wow.

Jackie

Sun, 03 Oct 2010 11:06:02 -0600

Jackie

(c) 2004-2010 i.m. ruzzmodel: stela

ruzzdotorg — Fri, 01 Oct 2010 11:40:54 -0600

roniriver: www.roniriver.com

ruzzdotorg — Wed, 29 Sep 2010 17:25:18 -0600

roniriver:

www.roniriver.com